开电脑就来
想想想又来了
可是我发觉我真的变得很emo了
很多人不喜欢emo的我
可是我发觉emo的我比较真实
想什么就说什么
有些人说我这样子说话不经大脑
容易得罪人
我会了
真的学会了
说话前停两秒
可是可以把这个空间留给我吗
不然做人真的
很累
Saturday, July 31, 2010
世界
我的世界好小
真的真的很小
绕来绕去最终还是绕回原点
原地踏步的我觉得真的应该成长了
有时候觉得以前的我比较成熟
我想下一句有人会说：你成熟过吗
有时候觉得这只是人遇到不同的人时会有不同的反应
环境换了时间走了
人变了
成熟了幼稚了稳重了轻浮了
但我好像变得不伦不类了
觉得最近我成长了好多=）
Friday, July 30, 2010
人做人我做人
醒了醒了醒了！
人做人我做人
点解我做到甘失败叻
今年我觉得是我人生中最惨的一年叻
一百万件衰事发生在我身上
但是不用紧啦
人生不如意事十常八九
要学会面对！=）
她出国读医科了
突然觉得很帅
以前从来都不觉得读医科是很帅的一件事
但不知怎么的就觉得好像很pro这样
eh人家出来是医生叻
你是什么叻？
去什么HBP读什么ID啦
每天画画画
你很厉害画画咩现在
人读书你读书
读读读读到跑去画画
没哩头 -.-
..........
喂够料咯
现在HBP很瞎衰咩
自己读到很不爽跑来这边乱乱讲
小心出去被人打啊
-.-
-.-
*saya mau kebebasan bersuara!
对咯讲回我 *这边不是一直都在讲我的咩-.-
我去申请转科
结果列被告知下一个sem才能转
可是前几天有一个lenglui不但从uum转来还转埋科系tim
哇我真系接受吾到咯
.....................
我有压力啊啊
我要读书！
我吾要画野！
.........................
没点前途-.-
死了出去会不会被人打叻
好在知我厉个部落格的都系旧人
=D
发泄真系好啊 =〉
Thursday, July 29, 2010
lesson?
i wanted to write this post long time ago.
here is my 19 yrs old. *my birthday still few months to go
and there were many things happened that make me unhappy.
but u grow when u met obstacle right.
It's always funny to look back the past. I met friendship problem, and some other problems idk how to say.
I learned people always need to be independent, no matter how close your friend is to you.
I learned that you got to get up as soon as possible when you fall. If not time is to be wasted when you mourn.
I learned that life is what I choose. You can't always seek for advice and follow that.
Here I go. I actually feel heart pain for losing a best friend. Though she said we are still friend =)
and here i wanna say thank you for teaching me lessons. You know you mean so much to me. You are always my best friend no matter what. =)
oh yea, im really sick of staying at HBP in usm . you know i really feel like doing nothing when im doing those pointless assignment. okay drawing bamboo trees is okay but chopping off those bamboo trees and making them a musical instrument, making mask , all these really make me feel like i'm just working without my brain. You know you got to learn something when you do something right. Or maybe i just don't suit this course? o.O i think that's possibility there. That's not like me i feel.
and today, 29/7/2010. I'm here to say goodbye to you. my best friend. But i wonder when would you see this. =) love ya. take care.
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Simple Plan
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
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