lesson?

i wanted to write this post long time ago.

here is my 19 yrs old. *my birthday still few months to go

and there were many things happened that make me unhappy.

but u grow when u met obstacle right.

It's always funny to look back the past. I met friendship problem, and some other problems idk how to say.

I learned people always need to be independent, no matter how close your friend is to you.

I learned that you got to get up as soon as possible when you fall. If not time is to be wasted when you mourn.

I learned that life is what I choose. You can't always seek for advice and follow that.

Here I go. I actually feel heart pain for losing a best friend. Though she said we are still friend =)

and here i wanna say thank you for teaching me lessons. You know you mean so much to me. You are always my best friend no matter what. =)

oh yea, im really sick of staying at HBP in usm . you know i really feel like doing nothing when im doing those pointless assignment. okay drawing bamboo trees is okay but chopping off those bamboo trees and making them a musical instrument, making mask , all these really make me feel like i'm just working without my brain. You know you got to learn something when you do something right. Or maybe i just don't suit this course? o.O i think that's possibility there. That's not like me i feel.

and today, 29/7/2010. I'm here to say goodbye to you. my best friend. But i wonder when would you see this. =) love ya. take care.