Friday, July 30, 2010

人做人我做人

醒了醒了醒了!
人做人我做人
点解我做到甘失败叻

今年我觉得是我人生中最惨的一年叻
一百万件衰事发生在我身上
但是不用紧啦
人生不如意事十常八九
要学会面对!=)

她出国读医科了
突然觉得很帅
以前从来都不觉得读医科是很帅的一件事
但不知怎么的就觉得好像很pro这样
eh人家出来是医生叻
你是什么叻?
去什么HBP读什么ID啦
每天画画画
你很厉害画画咩现在
人读书你读书
读读读读到跑去画画
没哩头 -.-

..........
喂够料咯
现在HBP很瞎衰咩
自己读到很不爽跑来这边乱乱讲
小心出去被人打啊
-.-
-.-

*saya mau kebebasan bersuara!

对咯讲回我 *这边不是一直都在讲我的咩-.-
我去申请转科
结果列被告知下一个sem才能转
可是前几天有一个lenglui不但从uum转来还转埋科系tim
哇我真系接受吾到咯

.....................

我有压力啊啊
我要读书!
我吾要画野!
.........................
没点前途-.-

死了出去会不会被人打叻
好在知我厉个部落格的都系旧人
=D

发泄真系好啊 =〉

Thursday, July 29, 2010

没个性

我系一个好没个性的人
一直以来都系甘

但系从这一刻开始
我吾会再好像以前甘

我会做返我自己
我系我
吾好觉得奇怪 =)

lesson?

i wanted to write this post long time ago.

here is my 19 yrs old. *my birthday still few months to go
and there were many things happened that make me unhappy.
but u grow when u met obstacle right.

It's always funny to look back the past. I met friendship problem, and some other problems idk how to say.

I learned people always need to be independent, no matter how close your friend is to you.
I learned that you got to get up as soon as possible when you fall. If not time is to be wasted when you mourn.
I learned that life is what I choose. You can't always seek for advice and follow that.

Here I go. I actually feel heart pain for losing a best friend. Though she said we are still friend =)
and here i wanna say thank you for teaching me lessons. You know you mean so much to me. You are always my best friend no matter what. =)

oh yea, im really sick of staying at HBP in usm . you know i really feel like doing nothing when im doing those pointless assignment. okay drawing bamboo trees is okay but chopping off those bamboo trees and making them a musical instrument, making mask , all these really make me feel like i'm just working without my brain. You know you got to learn something when you do something right. Or maybe i just don't suit this course? o.O i think that's possibility there. That's not like me i feel.

and today, 29/7/2010. I'm here to say goodbye to you. my best friend. But i wonder when would you see this. =) love ya. take care.

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

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Sunday, March 14, 2010

Simple Plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life



Monday, January 11, 2010

ordinary day

wow i woke up not so early in the morning keeping my stuff and giving out souvenir to family members and then , soony suddenly invite me to badminton .

yea the first day i back from china, going to badminton then suddenly zhi zhong told me sheng sick d. so we went to visit him after badminton. after that we went sunshine square visit suan eng. I just know that both kc and eng is now working for dynamo LOL.

at night my friend asked me to have dinner together. yea the food is greatttttt! shall go and try another time . =)

Sunday, January 10, 2010

回来了

okaeri

我回来了
漫长的旅途
终于回到了原点
说真的有点不习惯
中国与这里没时差
但今晚是谁不着了

回家路上
我哥第一句话是
‘你做么穿到像个中国人酱?’
反而我有点不习惯穿得太薄了
听说人重复二十一次同样的动作后就会习以为常了
是吧

把行李都搬进屋内后
表弟就直问礼物, 照片
结果一坐下来要搬开行李
哥哥表弟就捂着嘴
问我几天没冲凉了
天啊我今早才刚冲耶
算了算了冲完凉下楼
人都跑光了
半个人影都没有

在中国与我交谈过的人都说我普通话说得好好
‘哇你来自马来西亚??普通话讲得那么好!
其实他们所谓的普通话不过是我们每天说的华语
他们大概是想马来西亚人应开都说马来语把吧
但我们也是华人啊

忽然觉得闷了
我看戏去了