im sorry i emo again

i wanted to smile.

i wanted to cry.

i wanted to tell everyone that

this is not like me.

i feel uncomfortable around them

i feel lonelier and lonelier although the amount of friends increased by day

i have nothing to tell anyone when i'm surrounded by everyone

it's not like my world is gone without jeanne

it's not like friends around me only consist of kc jeanne and yam

it's not like ppl around me are all dumb or demon that i couldn't find any true friend

but i feel lonely.

i do feel very lonely.

i've tried to let go myself

without locking myself in a small damp room of a world.

in fact my friends increased

because i've find myself living in my own world

without knowing anything happened outside

but fact is i couldn't make it

i appreciate my friends

but you would find that there's a barrier

between me and them

i'm worse in making friends i thought.

when people around me started to blend in others life

i'm still living in my own little world

i do not know how to care bout people's life

until i've came to the extent that the tears in my eyes were about to drop

but i still find myself laughing with them

i'm not fake

i just thought that nobody will care what you emo about

ppl have their own problem

settle yours yourself

again i posted something that meant to be confident among my friends and me

but i just couldn't find a way to talk to her

and the true friend in the world isn't consist only her.

i seek for her attention by posting my status telling her how i felt

i used to thought that she's the old i could actually tell her anything

use to thought that if everyone hate me beside her that's more than enough

but i was wrong.

people are all individual

don't say that ppl are selfish for the sake of herself

it's how nature work

because she's not born for u

even parents

just stop emo aw juey fang.

live your life with success

sometimes friends are just luxuries

but it's hurt when your friend tell you that.

so just stop shitting around here

19年

什么子欲养而亲不在的道理，从课本上读来的明不明白知不知道你不会了解我心里深处的感觉。其实回家对我来说不会有很大的意义。。或许是习惯了家，回家会有习惯。但开不开心是另一回事。我很自私可是我没有感觉。不会想家可能是习惯回家都不与父母打声招呼。可悲。

如果我可以决定，我想活到39岁。可以吗？那好像是事业刚刚有所成就的高峰时期。但我只想以后要钱了可以建一些房屋给没有住宿的黑人们。帮助一些非洲的小孩。还有中国的。可是我却从来没把父母排在第一位。你可以往我心脏开一枪了。= (

矛盾

喂。。

跟你说

我又在犹豫不决了

要不要

能不能

好不好

想不想。。。

哎哟很烦咧

如果。。

我换了科

我会不会想念不用读书的日子

我会不会想念设计自己的monument的日子

我会不会想做回那些无聊的功课

砍竹

搬轮胎

被usm警察抓

原来

好像

真的很远了

我还有很多在hbp没认识的朋友

虽然朋友不是很重要

但我想我会想他们

每天忙忙碌碌的

很难有空去伤心

虽然有时觉得很闷

不知道自己在学什么

但为什么怎么现在这一刻

很怕自己转了以后会后悔

真的很怕

是momentum吗

走着走着

没空去想其他事情

就这么一直走下去了

怎么了

还没决定吗？

还是要这样继续读下去了

别问我了

因为我两个都喜欢

有时也都不喜欢

我喜欢的其实是做机器人

好不好

after reading a post

Just done reading kc's blog.. Honestly i'm touched after reading it..

For I know her so long, her blog is always more like informative for me..

hmm yea maybe you will feel that im not the kind of gan xing.

So here I'll be dedicating this post for my F6 friends, too.

yea this is a blog for pcghs form6 members.. =)

Firstly. kc? haha yea.. :)

hey i got no photos posting here. I'm sorry my files are kind of messy..

seriously she's my idol. through her blog i knew that in her eyes i have got a lot of friends here and there.. but I don't actually have much good friends.. I didnt know how to maintain a friendship well. sadly.

And you see.

this girl have lotss of good friends everywhere. I'd envy this thing about her. Frankly I usually don't act so over-friendly in front of a newly known friend. unless he/she is being introduce by kc. hahaha really ahh?? LOL i also dono. i feel so XD

eh wait i got more things to share .

Yeap you see my new life in penang start from the day I transfered to S4C in pcghs. *the old friends that i didnt contact tak kira liao =] this girl always tease me makes me speechless, and all i can do is stand there, laugh myself while everyone is laughing at me. LOL sounds like a joker =.= But yea i enjoyed the moments laughing with u . =)..

I like outdoor activities. This girl will always find me for it. Hiking jogging running shopping singing badminton. haha. hey you change gang by time but i found that your gang always got me leh . quite happy actually . haha =p

wei.. glad to know you . I know it was a little bit too late. after 4 years knowing you. =)

miss ya~

Next. siew poh and eng eng..

wei seriously im not so into you two.. really one. i just feel that. sometimes i just cant naturally chat with you two.. haha. this sentence tell the best 真正的好朋友不是一见面就有很多话聊，而是就算没有说话，也不会感到尴尬. felt sometimes just dono what to chat with u girls. then feel a bit 冷场。。 =.=. maybe u girls bo tease me that much. kc tease me more. LOL . hope next time will got more to chat with . =)

and..

there're a group of friends, that i felt they would be disliking me now. or maybe there's something they didnt see about me. idk le. =/

but i'll still say it here =)

U6SB friends. =) one that last on my mind for months, perhaps years, kim hooi fang, shi ling and angela. maybe one more. tze hong.

=/ don feel like being so serious now le..

hey we use to laugh like friends.. everything we can or stories that being created randomly.. *this is specifically for hooi fang. and angela shi ling no offend i didnt like to comment ppl actually. =/ don like things to be so complicated. cause my brain isn't that smart i knew it..

but one thing happened changed my life. *i wonder if she will ever read this

* hope someone may help to tell her

i worked with kim and i knew she hate i always being late. =/ i didnt succesfully changed my bad habit until then.

when i was working i found that i was being ignored. i feel a little bit sad. No. i feel so sad. ya.

I felt myself not being treated as a friend anymore. but an idiot driver.

I complained this to her ex good friend xx.

ok so that what happened la. and then the following months i found that i had lose a gang of friends or idk what's going on make ppl dislike me =.= . but

=|

=]

=)

=D! TELL U WAT. I LOVE MYSELF. =D. yea i feel myself is good. =) i like to help ppl . i like to see ppl smile i love to make ppl laugh =D. I feel happy doing stuff like that. i feel sipek syok when i make ppl laugh. =D wei but if u feel i'm not good in it please make me know ya!! or else it will happen : a person keep on ss but tarak orang s dia. LOL condolences for her.

last but not least,

=.= i feel her name already exist on my blog many N times d..

a friend that i liked the most that i ever met.

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hey don think sideway i'll tell u why i like her so much . =)

1) dia sangat baik hati *dia selalu help saya

2) dia sangat su bun * wat i lack the most?? =.=

3) dia mia english sipek geng *if only my mum was banana too..

4) dia sangat ho chio *i talk with her 2 sentences i laugh 3 sentences

5) dia banyak caring *i rmb she always care of me last time

6) dia good listener *cont above

7) dia make me feel very comfortable when chat with her *hey told u i don feel comfortable chatting with everyone..

8) dia wont make me bosan. *ooo eh i realize she keeps tell me interesting things.

9)dia sangat comel. * ok la u see when i like u i will keep on praise u

10) dia kurus. *ok la this is not a reason =.=

11) she's my idol

wa so long the post. k la one more person. yyy. hahaha she's a zai nv but feel nice to tell her stories. =) . i like her reactions much. u will knew it when u knw her. =3

wei soo peng wannee i dono wat to write for u girls but i feel u wont see tiok this. right? o.o.

i feel like crying again . it has been 4 months. ever since i lose my best friend. i will not cry i will not cry. i will not cry.........

This is a Diary. Diary. diary

hell. im telling u that my life is sucks now. I wonder would it gets better by day . or would i ever getting more mature or would i get it through just like that.

I'm sick of everyday think about the past

everyday figuring out what's wrong with my attitude

trying to make myself a better man/girl

making myself think three or five times before the words pop out from my mouth

to be as low profile as possible

smile to every new friend that i met no matter how sad i am that day

*hey i just realize that im not faking my smile but i just too used to smile. OKay

people don't respond to my word i just feel so down

being sensitive afraid that someone might have taking about my bad words again

and no matter how happily I laugh , that's always void in my heart.

I hope u don't see this.

okay i tell u this not what i want.

i don want this.

i don wan i don wan i don wan i don wan i don wan i don wan i don wan don wan don wan don wan don wan don wan don wan don wan

I'm not a crown I'm not a parasite I'm not stupid I don't live my life for others

you asked why would u be so emo everyday? when u read this

but u wont see this in my real life. u would only see i smile everyday

I'm not faking my smile nor laugh but I have no other expressions for u
I don't feel like giving my heart for u
I feel you're so different from me

perhaps the only thing that i can give is my smile?

nothing else i can . seriously.

*ps don talk bout my car i hate being a driver

hell im so sleepy now.

gah. i just don't wanna lose myself. i just wan a simple life. with my simple plans.

I need a good friend

=(. does anyone want to be my good friend?

requirement:
1) you made me laugh deep from my heart every time i chat with u
2) i will tell u anything that happened on me
3) you will share anything about u to me *not everything.
4) you will tell me that's wrong to behave like that
5) you won't ignore me
6) you laugh with me
7) you care of my feeling
8) you will always support me
9) I will always support u

10) I will always listen to u

11) I won't do anything that u dislike but please tell me what is it before u deny me

I'm worst in socializing. I realized all my friends leave me. or I feel being hated after some times. Would I never gain a good friend? best friend? thats emo. but this is what hiding deep in my heart, that i never tell anybody. I just need a good friend. one who I feel most comfortable with . will you?

oh no i found tat..

hmmm i found tat this blog really became so dull................ -.-

Even i myself dare not scroll down to read about those emo post..

But. Yea. Somehow, im gonna make it become duller! LOL

alright thats just something tat i afraid/expected -.- it will happen next la.

hey hmmmm anyone tat see this..... or my follower.. im afraid this blog seriously will become my diary d.. somewat i like blogging.. and talking all bout my thought.. *hinting u all my blog will be totally no benefit to read it =p.. and yea im a little bit self- centered u can say.. -.- but i live as aw juey fang how could i not writing bout myself but others.. haha

So, basically its like tat la. i'll stop here. class dismiss. wee~

english lesson

sporting house 妓院（不是“体育室”） -

` dead president 美钞（上印有总统头像）（并非“死了的总统”） -

` lover 情人（不是“爱人”）

` busboy 餐馆勤杂工（不是“公汽售票员”）

` busybody 爱管闲事的人（不是“大忙人”）

` dry goods （美）纺织品；（英）谷物（不是“干货”）

` heartman 换心人（不是“有心人”） -

` mad doctor 精神病科医生（不是“发疯的医生”）`

` eleventh hour 最后时刻（不是“十一点”） -

` blind date （由第三者安排的）男女初次会面（并非“盲目约会”或“瞎约会”） -

` personal remark 人身攻击（不是“个人评论”） -

` sweet water 淡水（不是“糖水”或“甜水”） -

` confidence man 骗子（不是“信得过的人”） -

` criminal lawyer 刑事律师（不是“犯罪的律师”） -

` service station 加油站（不是“服务站”） -

` rest room 厕所（不是“休息室”） -

` dressing room 化妆室（不是“试衣室”或“更衣室”） -

` horse sense 常识（不是“马的感觉”） -

` capital idea 好主意（不是“资本主义思想”） -

` familiar talk 庸俗的交谈（不是“熟悉的谈话”）

` black tea 红茶（不是“黑茶”） -

` black art 妖术（不是“黑色艺术”） -

` black stranger 完全陌生的人（不是“陌生的黑人”） -

` white coal （作动力来源用的）水（不是“白煤”） -

` white man 忠实可靠的人（不是“皮肤白的人”） -

` yellow book 黄皮书（法国政府报告书，以黄纸为封）（不是“黄色书籍”） -

` red tape 官僚习气（不是“红色带子”） -

` green hand 新手（不是“绿手”） -

` blue stocking 女学者、女才子（不是“蓝色长统袜”） -

` China policy 对华政策（不是“中国政策”） -

` Chinese dragon 麒麟（不是“中国龙”） -

` American beauty 一种玫瑰，名为“美国丽人”（不是“美国美女”） -

` English disease 软骨病（不是“英国病”） -

` Indian summer 愉快宁静的晚年（不是“印度的夏日”） -

` Greek gift 害人的礼品（不是“希腊礼物”） -

` Spanish athlete 吹牛的人（不是“西班牙运动员”） -

` French chalk 滑石粉（不是“法国粉笔”） -

` pull one's leg 开玩笑（不是“拉后腿”） -

` in one's birthday suit 赤身裸体（不是“穿着生日礼服”） -

` eat one's words 收回前言（不是“食言”） -

` an apple of love 西红柿（不是“爱情之果”） -

` handwriting on the wall 不祥之兆（不是“大字报”） -

` bring down the house 博得全场喝彩（不是“推倒房子”） -

` have a fit 勃然大怒（不是“试穿”） -

` make one's hair stand on end 令人毛骨悚然—恐惧（不是“令人发指——气愤”） -

` be taken in 受骗，上当（不是“被接纳”） -

` think a great deal of oneself 高看或看重自己（不是“为自己想得很多”） -

` pull up one's socks 鼓起勇气（不是“提上袜子”） -

` have the heart to do （用于否定句）忍心做……不是“有心做”或“有意做”） -

` What a shame! 多可惜！真遗憾！（不是“多可耻”） -

` You don't say! 是吗！（不是“你别说”） -

` You can say that again! 说得好！（不是“你可以再说一遍”） -

` I haven't slept better. 我睡得好极了。（不是“我从未睡过好觉”） -

` You can't be too careful in your work. 你工作越仔细越好。（不是“你工作不能太仔细”） -

` It has been 4 years since I smoked. 我戒烟４年了。（不是“我抽烟4年了”） -

` All his friends did not turn up. 他的朋友没全到。（不是“他的朋友全没到”） -

` People will be long forgetting her. 人们在很长时间内会记住她的。（不是“人们会永远忘记她”） -

` He was only too pleased to let them go. 他很乐意让他们走。（不是“他太高兴了，不愿让他们走”） -

` It can't be less interesting. 它无聊极了。（不是“它不可能没有趣”）

想做的事

我的依赖性很强

你问我

要去哪里吃？

-你想吃什么我都ok

你要参加什么？

-你参加什么啊？

*你在做assignment

-ei 刚才lecturer讲什么啊？*每天重复

你选什么科？

-你leh？*听了回去一定换

*走路走路

*走在后面 * . eh 你们现在要去哪里？

*朋友去吃没叫我

心中暗伤 *她们不需要我了。。='(

siao eh . this is not me la! mana ko leng i bcm like tat! but lol i had once think like tat. seriously. i wonder if i always act like tat . but i gv myself red card never will i do it again. *Do You Understand?? okay okay.. i promise i wont do it anymore. promise promise .

-.- ahem. now, i got to do what i wanted to do! go go aw juey fang !

small plans:

1)go and join jazz band i wanna learn violin back la

i wonder if i still got time

2)go go train badminton harder! i wanna go europe competition!

wa mon wed fri also need go training liao

3)hey i hv got some friendship problem? go and shake hands with those u dislike/dislike u ?

wa save it la. leave the broken glass unfix than hurt yourself . cheer girl =)

oh no i cant believe wat im typing now .

hey no no you hv got attitude problems . just listen to your friends .

*brain burst* allah . Just. Leave it like tat ho bo . allah will see it .

im not so smart so i will just follow the formula go .

4)I wanna brush up my japanese! and english!

...... good motive i hv.

Big Plans

1) Change course to architecture . i wanna be a orang kaya!

put more effort on your assignments la dui. ppl everynight drive midnight car u still can every week go qb. shake head

2) Change course to civil eng? hmm i do like physics more than drawing but ppl says civil earn lesser? responsibility higher? duhh so indicisive

3) I wanna go oversea! now got a chance to go cambridge or oxford? put efforts to go? your life will be totally different and you can be a better man! woman perhaps

I wonder if myself... allah

aiyo how come ppl worry mia thing now only i headache for it. slow motion-er.

想给以后的我记得的事

进了usm,第一次

把电话跌进马桶

第一次有人跟我说

她从没见过我

经过一个月同班以后

我想我变了*好低调的我

还有参加了羽球比赛

输的彻底

还好不是第一次 =）

我渐渐忘了心中的伤

开始活出自己

以前太依赖朋友后知后觉

失去了以为全世界都消失了

好不健康

请务必活在当下

因为我了解到那是最开心的

即使到了埃及心不在哪也是徒劳

美丽的风景不会等人

每个不同的东西都是新的体验

20岁的我不是个小孩

做回自己

不要迁就别人了

独立

自立

自律

=）

请二十岁的我加油

气

有些事情可能回头看你会觉得好傻

可是我想我会小气

哈哈

*在生气

忍

忍

忍

忍忍忍

我想打人了请快从我脑海里开

Tekken

I don't hv much friends =(

I'm so introverted =|

I have got autism =[

I have got attitude problem =/

I need discipline x|

I need self motivation o_O

I wanna be a leader >.>

I wanna be the champion <.<

I need to learn more =2

I need to earn more =z

I must read more! C_C

I must sleep more! O_O

I just watched tekken =)

I feel he's handsome o.o

I am sleepy now z.Z

I dono what am i typing now >.>

送行

erm, 星期五j 走了

昨天 ，星期日 kc 走了

还有之前很多很多人走了

都走到异国了

j 跟 kc

一个是曾经很好很好的朋友

可是我都会说是曾经了

现在跟她真的疏远了

我其实从没想过这种事会发生的

可是发生料啦

难道要去找小叮当跟它借时光机

异想天开=.=

那天去她家找她

她问我是不是觉得她要死了

我突然觉得好像

有种感觉

她以后再见我是应该是五年/六年/七年以后吧

那时候她应该会邀请我去她的婚礼

然后这么久以后再见时看到她变到很成熟/老了的样子

不再像以前一样可以唱当我们同在一起了

我可以唱结婚歌给她听

eh 可是如果她在那边结婚的话酱麻不会请我料

woi cut it offf =.=

lu think lu far

erm kc 我 f4 来槟华转来跟她同班

年尾酱才认识了她 *虽然上面那个也一样可是那时她只是在前面讲话的班长

慧音社的生活营

后来发觉她喜欢的东西我大多都喜欢

很多很多

而且她知道得很多

你不会什么找她就有答案了

online msn 找她

在班找她

sms问她

像活百科全书一样

人的电话也一样

2 分钟内给你最好的答案

人际超好的

而且她的朋友超多

连我小学同学我不认识她都认识-.-

有时觉得她很超女

因为她性格不是很女生 *虽然有人讲过我比她更不女生=.=

（上面那句绝对是褒义词）

整个女强人look

而且人品很好

所以她每天都很多朋友找她的

她家真的可以当转机站

全部人都去她家gather的

*所以我不知道她有没有把我当好友

因为我好友很少的='(

走了走了

有点遗憾

有点伤心

以后回来了你们还会记得我吗

真的希望以后还会是好朋友

祝福你们。

=)

keep in touch.

记得找我先叻。

你们比较忙麻

都不知道你们几时有空的 =）

空间

最近很喜欢来这里

开电脑就来

想想想又来了

可是我发觉我真的变得很emo了

很多人不喜欢emo的我

可是我发觉emo的我比较真实

想什么就说什么

有些人说我这样子说话不经大脑

容易得罪人

我会了

真的学会了

说话前停两秒

可是可以把这个空间留给我吗

不然做人真的

很累

世界

我的世界好小

真的真的很小

绕来绕去最终还是绕回原点

原地踏步的我觉得真的应该成长了

有时候觉得以前的我比较成熟

我想下一句有人会说：你成熟过吗

有时候觉得这只是人遇到不同的人时会有不同的反应

环境换了时间走了

人变了

成熟了幼稚了稳重了轻浮了

但我好像变得不伦不类了

觉得最近我成长了好多=）

人做人我做人

醒了醒了醒了！

人做人我做人

点解我做到甘失败叻

今年我觉得是我人生中最惨的一年叻

一百万件衰事发生在我身上

但是不用紧啦

人生不如意事十常八九

要学会面对！=）

她出国读医科了

突然觉得很帅

以前从来都不觉得读医科是很帅的一件事

但不知怎么的就觉得好像很pro这样

eh人家出来是医生叻

你是什么叻？

去什么HBP读什么ID啦

每天画画画

你很厉害画画咩现在

人读书你读书

读读读读到跑去画画

没哩头 -.-

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喂够料咯

现在HBP很瞎衰咩

自己读到很不爽跑来这边乱乱讲

小心出去被人打啊

-.-

-.-

*saya mau kebebasan bersuara!

对咯讲回我 *这边不是一直都在讲我的咩-.-

我去申请转科

结果列被告知下一个sem才能转

可是前几天有一个lenglui不但从uum转来还转埋科系tim

哇我真系接受吾到咯

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我有压力啊啊

我要读书！

我吾要画野！

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没点前途-.-

死了出去会不会被人打叻

好在知我厉个部落格的都系旧人

=D

发泄真系好啊 =〉

没个性

我系一个好没个性的人

一直以来都系甘

但系从这一刻开始

我吾会再好像以前甘

我会做返我自己

我系我

吾好觉得奇怪 =)

lesson?

i wanted to write this post long time ago.

here is my 19 yrs old. *my birthday still few months to go

and there were many things happened that make me unhappy.

but u grow when u met obstacle right.

It's always funny to look back the past. I met friendship problem, and some other problems idk how to say.

I learned people always need to be independent, no matter how close your friend is to you.

I learned that you got to get up as soon as possible when you fall. If not time is to be wasted when you mourn.

I learned that life is what I choose. You can't always seek for advice and follow that.

Here I go. I actually feel heart pain for losing a best friend. Though she said we are still friend =)

and here i wanna say thank you for teaching me lessons. You know you mean so much to me. You are always my best friend no matter what. =)

oh yea, im really sick of staying at HBP in usm . you know i really feel like doing nothing when im doing those pointless assignment. okay drawing bamboo trees is okay but chopping off those bamboo trees and making them a musical instrument, making mask , all these really make me feel like i'm just working without my brain. You know you got to learn something when you do something right. Or maybe i just don't suit this course? o.O i think that's possibility there. That's not like me i feel.

and today, 29/7/2010. I'm here to say goodbye to you. my best friend. But i wonder when would you see this. =) love ya. take care.

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History deleted =)

Simple Plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

ordinary day

wow i woke up not so early in the morning keeping my stuff and giving out souvenir to family members and then , soony suddenly invite me to badminton .

yea the first day i back from china, going to badminton then suddenly zhi zhong told me sheng sick d. so we went to visit him after badminton. after that we went sunshine square visit suan eng. I just know that both kc and eng is now working for dynamo LOL.

at night my friend asked me to have dinner together. yea the food is greatttttt! shall go and try another time . =)

回来了

okaeri

我回来了

漫长的旅途
终于回到了原点
说真的有点不习惯
中国与这里没时差
但今晚是谁不着了

回家路上
我哥第一句话是
‘你做么穿到像个中国人酱？’
反而我有点不习惯穿得太薄了

听说人重复二十一次同样的动作后就会习以为常了
是吧

把行李都搬进屋内后
表弟就直问礼物， 照片
结果一坐下来要搬开行李
哥哥表弟就捂着嘴
问我几天没冲凉了
天啊我今早才刚冲耶

算了算了冲完凉下楼
人都跑光了
半个人影都没有

在中国与我交谈过的人都说我普通话说得好好
‘哇你来自马来西亚？？普通话讲得那么好！
其实他们所谓的普通话不过是我们每天说的华语
他们大概是想马来西亚人应开都说马来语把吧
但我们也是华人啊

忽然觉得闷了
我看戏去了