空间

最近很喜欢来这里

开电脑就来

想想想又来了

可是我发觉我真的变得很emo了

很多人不喜欢emo的我

可是我发觉emo的我比较真实

想什么就说什么

有些人说我这样子说话不经大脑

容易得罪人

我会了

真的学会了

说话前停两秒

可是可以把这个空间留给我吗

不然做人真的

很累

世界

我的世界好小

真的真的很小

绕来绕去最终还是绕回原点

原地踏步的我觉得真的应该成长了

有时候觉得以前的我比较成熟

我想下一句有人会说：你成熟过吗

有时候觉得这只是人遇到不同的人时会有不同的反应

环境换了时间走了

人变了

成熟了幼稚了稳重了轻浮了

但我好像变得不伦不类了

觉得最近我成长了好多=）

人做人我做人

醒了醒了醒了！

人做人我做人

点解我做到甘失败叻

今年我觉得是我人生中最惨的一年叻

一百万件衰事发生在我身上

但是不用紧啦

人生不如意事十常八九

要学会面对！=）

她出国读医科了

突然觉得很帅

以前从来都不觉得读医科是很帅的一件事

但不知怎么的就觉得好像很pro这样

eh人家出来是医生叻

你是什么叻？

去什么HBP读什么ID啦

每天画画画

你很厉害画画咩现在

人读书你读书

读读读读到跑去画画

没哩头 -.-

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喂够料咯

现在HBP很瞎衰咩

自己读到很不爽跑来这边乱乱讲

小心出去被人打啊

-.-

-.-

*saya mau kebebasan bersuara!

对咯讲回我 *这边不是一直都在讲我的咩-.-

我去申请转科

结果列被告知下一个sem才能转

可是前几天有一个lenglui不但从uum转来还转埋科系tim

哇我真系接受吾到咯

.....................

我有压力啊啊

我要读书！

我吾要画野！

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没点前途-.-

死了出去会不会被人打叻

好在知我厉个部落格的都系旧人

=D

发泄真系好啊 =〉

没个性

我系一个好没个性的人

一直以来都系甘

但系从这一刻开始

我吾会再好像以前甘

我会做返我自己

我系我

吾好觉得奇怪 =)

lesson?

i wanted to write this post long time ago.

here is my 19 yrs old. *my birthday still few months to go

and there were many things happened that make me unhappy.

but u grow when u met obstacle right.

It's always funny to look back the past. I met friendship problem, and some other problems idk how to say.

I learned people always need to be independent, no matter how close your friend is to you.

I learned that you got to get up as soon as possible when you fall. If not time is to be wasted when you mourn.

I learned that life is what I choose. You can't always seek for advice and follow that.

Here I go. I actually feel heart pain for losing a best friend. Though she said we are still friend =)

and here i wanna say thank you for teaching me lessons. You know you mean so much to me. You are always my best friend no matter what. =)

oh yea, im really sick of staying at HBP in usm . you know i really feel like doing nothing when im doing those pointless assignment. okay drawing bamboo trees is okay but chopping off those bamboo trees and making them a musical instrument, making mask , all these really make me feel like i'm just working without my brain. You know you got to learn something when you do something right. Or maybe i just don't suit this course? o.O i think that's possibility there. That's not like me i feel.

and today, 29/7/2010. I'm here to say goodbye to you. my best friend. But i wonder when would you see this. =) love ya. take care.

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